sometimes

i set myself up for disappointment.
i eat way too much.
i get paranoid about relief society arms.
i worry myself to the point where im sure i am getting an ulcer.
i procrasinate somethings just for a challenege.
i care way too much about what others think.
i want a pet duck.
i have awful style.
i wish i could live with my family in provo.
i think too much.
i dont think enough.
i am dangerous with money.
i lose the magic.
i obsses over pointless things.
i wear high heels and hate it.
i get scared about becoming obese from lack of self control.
i strum a guitar. just to feel indie.
i wish i could decorate an entire house and never have to move.
i sleep on my bed without sheets for weeks.
i am brave.
i am so glad i am where i am.