will it ever stop..yo! i dont know. turn off the lights and i'll glow.

im sick.
im talking weird sick.
it all started with this awful pain in my neck and now it has slowly moved from my neck to my shoulder joints to my elbows to my wrists. The other weird thing is that its painful to be touched. I don't wanna be touched my anyone or touch anything. I mean even sliding me sleeves up my arms hurt. I need this to be gone tomorrow. I have a two hour final in pilates, a two hour final in yoga, a dance performance next week and the final for my fitness for life. i cannot allow my joints to hurt. therefore. i am going to make a list of all the beautiful things in my life right now to help take my mind off this pain.
1. the next time i get to see Brian i will marry him and he will take me with him. for like ever.
2. i had the most lovely bridal shower this past weekend. it still blows my mind that the bridal shower was for me! im still too surreal about this getting married thing.
3. i didn't have to work today by some miracle.
4. the blossoms are coming in provo which means inspiration for photography. seriously this mud and brown grass was doing nothing for me.
5. i only have 25 more days until im married. :)
thats all for now.